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Title: Five Reasons Why Jon Almost Quit The Band (And One Why He Didn't)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] fleurdelisee
Word Count: ~3,500
Rating: R
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
POV: 3rd, Jon centric
Summary: Jon's first weeks in the band were pretty hard on him.
Disclaimer: Never happened as far as I know.
Beta: [livejournal.com profile] devilswhore_x
Author Notes: I planned and wrote this in three hours last night. It had always been a persistent plot bunny but once I sat down to work on it, I couldn't stop. A huge thanks to the wonderful [livejournal.com profile] devilswhore_x for the quickest beta job I ever saw in my whole life (16 hours, time zones to be considered). Oh and the song I'm talking about is Read My Mind.

When they told Jon he would fall in love with the Panic boys, he believed them. Seriously, who could resist these three-not-often-enough-four tiny, pocket-sized teenagers? Pete had told him they were cuter than the fluffiest puppies he would ever see and that Ryan would only have to give him that look - the miserable puppy dog eyes one - and he would be in love with them forever.

The three-no-longer-four of them turned out to be the most evil babies to ever walk this earth (and so what if he is only a year older than Ross, at least he can grow a beard so they are definitely babies next to him).

Besides, Jon's always has been a cat person.

Ryan's Diva Tantrums

Jon, now that he thinks about it, was a fool in the past. See, he kind of misses William's diva tantrums a ridiculous amount. He would never admit it, of course, mainly because we're talking about William Eugene Beckett Junior here, and he would be so smug to know Jon misses his bad temper that he would never, ever let him live it down. He would spend the rest of their long, long (and seriously, they were way too young to be doing this, what was Pete thinking?) lives reminding him how he's so disgustingly addicted to his mood swings.

He would never admit that this one night (two o'clock in the fucking morning, thank you very much) when William decided he wanted - needed - Veuve Clicquot champagne at that very moment, while they were in the middle of Nebraska, was nothing.

Ryan, it turns out, can be really loud for someone as ridiculously skinny as his. It wouldn't be that bad if Ross wasn't the person with the shortest temper this side of the Strip (and oh god, one more thing to add to the ever growing list of how they are out there to assimilate him, he is starting to use Vegas references in his speech, he is so going to kill them all).

Ryan, apparently, is pissed off at the entire galaxy. Everything – no, really, everything – makes him angry. Not mock anger, the kind you'll see from Brendon, not bitchy I’m-really-disappointed-in-you anger you’ll see from Spencer. No, this is real anger that makes him shake from head to toes and have him turn the color of his insane rose vest.

Speaking of the rose vest, Jon will never forget Ryan's reaction when he teased him about it.

What is worst though, if that's even possible, is how Brendon and Spencer are un-phased by the volcano Ryan is. They let him scream and yell and spill all of his wrath until he's done and then, depending on who he was yelling at, they will hug him or - no wait both boys will hug him and tell him everything is fine.

Jon tried, but Ryan never hugged back like he does with Brendon and Spencer and that broke his heart a little because, hey, one more reminder he's just a filler for their disappeared best friend and that he is not as welcomed as they want to make him believe, apparently.

Spencer and Brendon tried to tell him that it was nothing, that Ryan had a really hard time dealing with things that don't go his way and that right now Jon's arrival was one big thing he didn't have control over nor had planned and well, that stung more than anything.

They told him it was why he was cranky all the time, that he was under a lot of pressure at the moment but that one day he would come around and stop shouting, but maybe he should try to not provoke him and stay away a little until he calms down. A month or two maybe and it would be all fine, they said.

He will buy William a box full of fucking champagne bottles next time he sees him.

Spencer knows everything

Spencer does not just know a lot of things, he knows everything. Jon first thought he was just being transparent the first few times Spencer said something that was worryingly accurate.

But now he knows. Spencer reads people's souls. His piercing blue eyes may make fangirls (oh god, the fangirls, another thing to add to the list of reasons why he should have stayed in college) swoon, but they can read your brain as easily as if it were an issue of Cosmopolitan.

Spencer knows when Jon needs to be left alone, which is great. But he also knows when Jon is tense. People never know when he's tense. Normal, non-psychic people never see beyond his laid back demeanor, behind the calm, composed attitude.

But Spencer Smith does, and he does it frightfully well.

He does have the decency not to boldly tell everyone that Jon needs room to breathe before he turns into a convincing impersonation of Ryan, and Jon has to give him points for that. When his sixth sense detects Jon's bad mood, he will hush Ryan and Brendon out of the room and just be there for Jon and he realized one thing.

Spencer has the ability to reproduce exactly his way of dealing with tense people. The soothing silence that screams 'I'm there if you need to talk but you know I won't force you to'. He kind of understands now why people love to be around him so much (on the other hand, he ends up having to deal with people on the edge of erupting and it's something he may or may not begin to get tired of).

Also, apparently, Spencer understood long ago that Jon feels like an intruder on this bus, like the unsatisfying filler for an unsatisfying best friend and he's pretty convinced this fact is part of why Ryan is so angry at the universe. He is not meeting Ryan's expectations and the boy is losing his shit over it and he wants to die.

When these thoughts cross his mind one night after a particularly straining day, he feels Spencer's piercing eyes on him. Literally seconds later, the room in empty except for them two and Spencer is hugging him tightly.

“We all love you Jon Walker. You are awesome, you know that? We all need time,” plus many other comforting things are said, exactly the things Jon needs to hear, and he’s right; Spencer knows just what to tell him because he reads his mind.

His life can be resumed by a song by The Killers and he feels like an emo teenage girl.

“Living with Ryan turns you into a drama queen, doesn't it? Brendon had a massive freak out two years ago when he found out. Don't worry; your testosterone will come back one day. Or not. Brendon's not really what I would -”

“Stop reading my mind. You are always reading my mind. You scare me. How do you do that?” Jon rambles, his face hidden in Spencer's shoulder.

“Living with Ryan makes you extra-sensitive to the flags people don't know they are waving. I read Ryan perfectly, so next to him you are as obvious with your feelings as Brendon is.”

Spencer lets go of him just as he's thinking he needs alone time, walking out of the door without a word.

Well, until, “Hey guys! Leave Jon alone, he is being emo!”

Okay so maybe Spencer reads minds and comforts like no one else, but he has the delicacy of a Monster Truck and Jon will kill him first so he won't read his mind and tell the others how he planned on killing them.

Brendon is always there

Jon's never considered himself as a solitary dude. He enjoys some time alone, yes, but most of the time he prefers being around people.

That doesn't mean Brendon has the right to abuse of Jon's love for socialization.

He should have seen it coming. He should have read the signs, should have understood when he would watch Brendon clinging to every human being he crossed path with when he still lived in the quiet oasis of The Academy's bus. Well, it was an oasis compared to where he lives now.

He only thought that Brendon was a cute monkey and that he was probably only like this for show. If he could, he would go back and kick his own ass at how stupid he was being.

As stated before, Ryan has numerous fits, daily, so it leaves Brendon with no one to cuddle, because Spencer has the courage to shove him away. Jon should ask him how to unglue Brendon from his side.

The first few days, he didn't mind. He found it adorable how Brendon craved physical contact and he couldn't help but be reminded of a cuddly kitten and yes, he found himself petting the younger boy's head, but who wouldn't? He caught Pete and William and everyone else on the label doing the same hundreds of times.

After two weeks, he couldn't remember how it felt to not have a squirming, wiggling and constantly talking furnace – seriously, Brendon's body runs a few degrees higher than most humans – stuck to his side.

Because that's another thing. Brendon is not always climbing on top of him. But he is loud. The only times he shuts up are when he is eating or making out with Ryan. Which doesn't happen often enough with Ryan always pissed off at the air for being in his way when he tries to walk from the bus to the venue or something equally as ridiculous.

Or, when, heaven be thanked, he's not talking everyone's ears off, he will be found in different states of unclothed. Jon seems like the only one who's affected by this (but he won't show it, he has to keep a composed behavior and act as if it were normal to find the lead singer of the band he plays bass in lying naked on the couch in the back lounge of the bus). Spencer usually rolls his eyes and goes to another room and Ryan, well. Ryan stares. Hungrily. That's usually Jon's cue to run out of the room.

Next to Brendon, Pete turns out to be as active as a rock.

Brendon and Ryan are like traumatizing free porn

Jon had lived on The Academy's bus, which means he had lived with William Beckett. Which means he spent quite a few nights of his life being kept awake by a fucking soundtrack (please note that 'fucking' was used for its literal meaning). But even at that time, he could drown out the sounds by turning up the volume on his iPod as loud as it could go.

Even Joe's loudest, heaviest, roughest, most hardcore metal band can't drown out the sounds Ryan and Brendon make when they are banging in one of their bunks. Seriously, sometimes he thinks they want them to hear.

It was already said that Brendon is loud. Well, it must be stated again, and again. It's like he's giving a show even when he's being fucked by his boyfriend. Because yes, Jon figured Brendon bottomed more often. He found that out a week after he moved into Panic's bus.

He also knows Brendon gives amazing blowjobs and Ryan's the best at fingering and rimming. Ryan doesn't like when Brendon fucks him and they're not facing. But Ryan really, really loves when Brendon rides him though. As for Brendon, he seems to love everything.

Jon maybe wants to bleach his brains for knowing all this. Spencer, the lucky fucker, snores like a - well, not to sound repetitive, but Spencer snores like a Monster Truck, so he covers the sounds for himself without even realizing he does it. Even more, he had the guts to come and tell Jon how awesome he thought it was that Ryan and Brendon had the decency not to have sex on the bus.

One particularly loud night, Jon loses it. It is the fifth night in a row, the fucking second time that night (they should be praised for their stamina) and he really wants to sleep.

Yanking open the curtain to their bunk definitely made it to the top of his 'worst idea ever' list. What is even worse than seeing Ryan riding Brendon (for fuck's sake, where the hell is that bottle of bleach when he needs it?) is the grin they flash him.

“Wanna join?” Brendon pants in a husky voice, which caused Ryan. To. Moan. And. Come.

In front of Jon. In his face. Not in his face, oh god no, but he saw everything. Just as he is about to leave and go pry his eyeballs out with a spoon and a bottle of vodka, Brendon moans loudly and, fuck, it's his turn and now Jon will just go and throw himself in front of the bus wheels. He knows what they look like when they are having orgasms; so really, there is nothing left for him but suicide.

Spencer was right though, they have some kind of decency. Well, in the sense that they apologized to Jon and said they were sorry he had to see that.

Oh and then they asked if he could bring them another condom and close the curtain.

Yes, they are totally decent boys.

They escaped from an 1800's circus

The frilly outfits were pretty insanely awesome when he was watching from the side of the stage. On him, it's a totally different story.

Not that they ever made it to him. They never left the hanger. Jon feels these clothes are like putting your hand on a burner. You don't have to do it to know it's not a good idea. He doesn't need to try on a white frilled shirt to know he will look like a complete idiot.

Maybe they fit Ryan, maybe they fit Brendon, but they won't fit him.

“What do you mean you won't wear it?” Ryan snarls, his face contorted in this way too familiar expression of extreme anger.

“I won't wear this Ryan. I'm not you or Brendon. It's just not me to wear frilled shirts.”

“It's not you, but it's us, so if you want to be a part of us you will put this damn shirt on and act like the grown up you're so wishing you could be.”

He always knew it would come blowing in his face, this whole 'I'm a year older, Ross' thing.

“Spencer doesn't wear one.”

“Spencer is Spencer. You will wear it; this is the final argument we have on this subject.”

“Jon, don't fight on this ground,” Brendon says wearily from his spot on the dressing room couch. “You will lose.”

“No I won't,” Jon snapped. “Ryan, I am not wearing this. I will wear whatever you want, but no frill. I don't usually fight with people but this is - I won't do it.”

“Fine. Just come and break the band's harmony, like it wasn't already broken enough after Brent left. It's fine, really. I thought you might be able to fill in the void he left but apparently I was wrong. I'm sorry I put so much pressure on your shoulders. I won't expect anything from you now. Brendon, come on.”

Ryan storms out of the room, an apologetic Brendon on his heels, leaving Spencer The Mind Reader alone with him in the room.

“You could make an effort. I know what you're thinking, but it's not just a shirt for him. It's - he doesn't want to be an ordinary band that takes pictures in front of a brick wall looking sullen. He wants to stand out, plus he watched Moulin Rouge too often when we were younger. He apparently thinks it's what we need nowadays to stand out. Blame Baz Luhrmann and MTV for your shirt, not him.”

After long minutes of coaxing and manipulation (because, hey, Spencer knows just what to say to convince Jon to do whatever he wants him to do) he puts on the black frilled shirt Spencer found.

When he enters the room where the photo shoot would be, he is quick enough to catch Ryan's proud grin.

Jon's conclusion is that it was all a big fucking scenario built to make him wear the black frilled shirt on his own will, without having to force him into it. His theory is confirmed by Brendon’s guilty smile.

He has to bow down to Ryan's evil strategic mind for coming up with this plot.

(They are irresistible)

So, it's a secret to none that everyone on the label wants to bone the three of them. Jon himself may or may not have flirted with them when he met them.

Spencer found out in two point five seconds and immediately made it clear they were going to be friends and only friends.

Ryan stayed oblivious for about two weeks. When he did found out though, Jon got scared. The main topic of Ryan's angry speech was that he was not a piece of meat and that if Jon only thought about him this way he could pack his belonging and leave the bus right now.

Brendon had understood pretty quickly but instead of flirting back (which was Jon's first theory concerning Brendon's reaction) or freaking out and shouting for the help of an adult saying he was being raped (which was Jon's second theory, and sadly the one he thought was most likely to happen), he jumped on Jon and kissed his cheek, right there, in front of everyone.

“You love me Jon Walker!”

“The fuck, not him too!” Ryan growled before yanking Brendon away from Jon and wrapping his arms around him possessively. He had then glared at Jon before kissing Brendon and that had been Jon's first encounter with their part time career as cheap free porn stars.

But when they sit him down on the back lounge couch at the end of the very straining day, right after the photo shoot, he forgets all about their annoying flaws. He looks at them, the three of them sitting close to one another, literally holding onto each other, exchanging nervous glances now and then, and he melts. They look approximately four years old and even though he's only a year older than Ryan, he sees the gap between them, the difference between being roughly pulled out of teenagehood too early and leaving it on purpose.

“Um,” Ryan begins, not looking up from Brendon's hands in his lap, “we discussed today and decided something. You are our official bassist now.” He looks up and his eyes widen when they meet Jon's. “If you want to, of course. We would never force anything on you.”

He doesn't even try to hide his smirk as he says that. He even dares a wink and Jon falls in love even more with the three of them when Brendon giggles before he hides his face in Ryan's shoulder and Spencer bites his lip remorsefully, fighting back a smile.

“Of course I will,” Jon answers and wait, no, that was not a strangled voice, thank you very much.

Brendon squeals – no, really – and throws himself at Jon, hugging him tightly and kissing his cheek repeatedly, muttering 'thank you's in between each presses of lips.

“I knew he would say yes,” Spencer says confidently, exchanging a knowing glance with Jon. “We're way too awesome to say no to.”

These were expected reactions, but Ryan's wasn't. He gets up and softly pushes Brendon away from Jon. He then pulls him up to his feet and hugs him tightly. No, it's not hugging at this point, he's clinging to Jon.

Jon clings - hugs, whatever - he holds Ryan as tightly and as close as the other boy is holding him and smiles at Spencer and Brendon over his shoulder. The two boys are smugly beaming, relief written all over their faces.

“I knew you would fix us,” Ryan mumbles in his neck, causing Jon to hug him even closer and to kiss whatever part of him he can reach.

“Group hug!” Brendon shouts before joining them. At that point Jon's pretty sure he will never breathe again.

“Guys, I think you should let Jon breathe,” Spencer comments as he joins the hug.

Jon laughs lightly, a heavy weight suddenly gone from his shoulders. He takes a step back and looks fondly at them. He is so disgustingly in love.

Ryan will never stop having diva tantrums, Spencer will still be able to read his mind, Brendon will continue to be everywhere all the time, there will always be loud underage sex while he tries to sleep, and he will never escape the vaudeville clothes.

But it'll be alright, sweet even; in that odd, unpleasantly nice way that makes prickling wool socks oh so comforting.

He has to remember to never tell Ryan he compared him with wool socks. Ever.

Sequel this way...
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Date: 2009-05-30 12:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lullaby101.livejournal.com
Okay, I normally just lurk when I read, but I have to tell you how seriously amazing this was. I am smiling so hard right now, this... well, anyway, have my undying love pretty much. =)

Date: 2009-05-30 12:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you so much :D
I cannot blame you, I'm a horrible lurker too, but I feel really honored that you loved it enough to comment :)

*accepts undying love happily*

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Date: 2009-05-30 01:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] faerie-lullaby.livejournal.com
I think that there should be some kind of sequel to this. Only, it should be gsf.

Please? The undertones are everywhere. :)

Date: 2009-05-30 01:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Do not convince me.
I will not be convinced to write GSF. I will not give in.

Damn you, I'll give it a shot.

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Date: 2009-05-30 01:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chev-tries-hard.livejournal.com
This was cute. ^_^
It made nice, happy feelings.

Date: 2009-05-30 01:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you :)
I'm glad it made you feel good!

Date: 2009-05-30 01:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] faith-omgwtfbbq.livejournal.com
this was super cute (:
I loved it (:

Date: 2009-05-30 01:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you :)
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Date: 2009-05-30 04:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you! :D

Date: 2009-05-30 03:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quixoticfangirl.livejournal.com
This is so adorable :)

Date: 2009-05-30 04:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you :)

Date: 2009-05-30 03:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] twistedoodles.livejournal.com
Loved it! Bravo brava! <333

Date: 2009-05-30 04:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you!

I love your icon ♥__♥

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Date: 2009-05-30 04:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] artisticemotion.livejournal.com
how incredibly cute!!! i loved it so much.

Date: 2009-05-30 04:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you ^.^

Date: 2009-05-30 04:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hey-tango.livejournal.com
this, this was just so epic and funny and awesome. I loved it so damn much!
made my night

Date: 2009-05-30 04:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you so much :D
I'm glad I made your night!
*swoons* you mem'd it! ♥__♥

Date: 2009-05-30 05:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poprockbomber.livejournal.com
Okay that was amazing.
I loved it.

Date: 2009-05-30 05:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you so much!
I'm glad you liked it :)

Date: 2009-05-30 05:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slashxmistress.livejournal.com
That is all kinds of amazing :D
Jon Walker's life- so hard!

Date: 2009-05-30 05:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you :)
And I know, right. I don't know how he does it, living such an awful life on a daily basis. Poor thing :P

Date: 2009-05-30 07:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rydenross-urie.livejournal.com
you. are. amazing.

ryan coming when brendon asked jon if he wanted to join? AMAZING. HOLYFUCKINGFUCKINGFUCKINGFUCKINGFUCK. i don't know what to say. i'm speechless. i liked the list? ha oh god, i'm not even going to try to explain how wonderful this is and how much i enjoyed it.
MEMS. (:

Date: 2009-05-30 04:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you so much!

Yes yes of course he comes when Bden asks this because we all know he gets off having people watching him, he's such an exhibitionist.

I'm so happy you enjoyed it this much, love :D

Oh my god, thank you for the mem!! :D

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Date: 2009-05-30 07:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] devilswhore-x.livejournal.com
*grins hugely*

I'm so proud of you bb ♥

Date: 2009-05-30 04:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
*blushes, hugs and hides face in neck*

Date: 2009-05-30 09:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] seratonation.livejournal.com
:D:D:D:D:D omg ive been waiting for this fic for so long and its exactly like it should be omg so awesome :D:D thank you! *mems*

Date: 2009-05-30 03:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Oh my god, thank you so much!

I know what you mean, I've always been intrigued by Jon's arrival in the band. I refused to believe he hopped on the bus and everything was perfect right away. :)

*blushes* thanks for the mem's darling :D

Date: 2009-05-30 02:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] panicmydear.livejournal.com
Dude, I can die happy now. This was PERFECT, I'm not even kidding.

Perfect in every single way, because it's all believable. Ryan IS a drama queen, Spencer IS a mind reader, Brendon IS always there, and there will ALWAYS be Rydon sex on the bus. The only thing is that they did get out of the vaudeville.

Spencer was right though, they have some kind of decency. Well, in the sense that they apologized to Jon and said they were sorry he had to see that.

Oh and then they asked if he could bring them another condom and close the curtain.

Just amazing. <3

Date: 2009-05-30 03:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you so much :)

They did get out of the vaudeville clothes, but poor melodramatic Jon who thought he would be stuck in this forever :P

Date: 2009-05-30 05:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kukiesnkrackers.livejournal.com
This was precious.really though.I smiled so hard while reading this.adorable.

Date: 2009-05-31 02:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you :D
I'm glad you liked it!

Date: 2009-05-30 06:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] submissionadict.livejournal.com
His life can be resumed by a song by The Killers and he feels like an emo teenage girl.

“Living with Ryan turns you into a drama queen, doesn't it? Brendon had a massive freak out two years ago when he found out. Don't worry; your testosterone will come back one day. Or not. Brendon's not really what I would -”

“Stop reading my mind. You are always reading my mind. You scare me. How do you do that?” Jon rambles, his face hidden in Spencer's shoulder.




Date: 2009-05-31 02:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Yes indeed. Spencer ftw! \o/

I'm glad you liked it :D


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Date: 2009-05-31 02:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] of-silverandsky.livejournal.com
Jon's not the only one who's disgustingly in love.

Date: 2009-05-31 03:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Oh no he isn't.


Date: 2009-05-31 06:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fjayef.livejournal.com
that was ridiculously good and cute and adorable and brilliant.

Date: 2009-05-31 06:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you! :D

Date: 2009-05-31 11:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] redorchids.livejournal.com
This is pretty cute. You should write a GSF sequel to this, just saying. :-D

Date: 2009-05-31 02:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you :)
it's getting beta'd right now, by the way :P

Date: 2009-05-31 08:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] behindthec.livejournal.com
adorable. :D and i agree with red: GSF SEQUEL.

Date: 2009-05-31 08:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you! You don't even know what it means to me that you liked it :D :D

...and I'm posting the GSF sequel later today. :)

Date: 2009-05-31 08:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] phoenix-vixen.livejournal.com
Aww...this was amazing! I really, really love it. ^__^

Date: 2009-05-31 08:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you so much :D

Date: 2009-05-31 10:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alphabetatoast.livejournal.com
Ok. When I have found my brain, I will leave you a coherant comment.
Caro, you win the internet. Forever. This was epic.
I adore this style of story and my God, you got it perfectly.

And this?

He has to remember to never tell Ryan he compared him with wool socks. Ever.

Was the best part of the whole thing. Because, of course we all know Ryan needs absolutely no help in inspiration for fueling ridiculous similes...

ily girl. <333

Date: 2009-06-01 02:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
Thank you so much, always :)
I adore it too, it's so obvious I'll be writing a lot more in the future :) *glances at the one sleeping in WIP folder subtly*

Oh no he doesn't :P

ily too <3
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Date: 2009-06-01 02:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurdelisee.livejournal.com
I love them too ^.^ and I feel I'll be writing a lot more in the future, they are so much fun to do :)

Thank you darling! I'm glad you liked it!

Date: 2009-06-01 09:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] littleladypunk.livejournal.com
Adorable :D Need to read the sequel later ^^

Date: 2009-06-02 05:32 am (UTC)
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